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imperfectionisperfection ([personal profile] imperfectionisperfection) wrote2025-11-18 01:18 am

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so with thiiiiiiiiiiis much neuroleptics in me

i sorta now have anxiety all the time

i hope i fall asleep next day at least

i had it like this in 2011

just before i started fountain house

they saved me thank god

then i took 3 different pills

and increased the dosage all the time

then eventually i figured

"ok this isnt working lets stop here"

and that was sorta too late

anyway, everyone is like this

and its a sad place to be

when i wake up ill try to take care of myself

CORPUS CHRISTI ALONE BEVARE AURORA DOMINI SANCTUM
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imperfectionisperfection ([personal profile] imperfectionisperfection) wrote2025-11-05 11:26 am

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appreciate the natural

light while you got it

during autumn and winter

its so nice now

like they say

wake up and

smell the sunshine

you still get vitamin d

from shadows even during winter

especially as the ultra violette light

is even stronger then

such a wonderful day =)

most leaves are gone now

then itll be snow

well since im not a god level junkie

therell be near zero snow

a few millimetres at most

last winter it snowed like 15 times

but almost nothing

this will be a repeat

and those after

still

a new season! 🍂
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imperfectionisperfection ([personal profile] imperfectionisperfection) wrote2025-11-05 08:37 am

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gmorning! 🤓♥️
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imperfectionisperfection ([personal profile] imperfectionisperfection) wrote2025-11-05 05:42 am

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as for having flies

yeah, its a whole family

of houseflies

the reason the alpha male

harassed me all yesternight

is because i wasnt playing music

they liked chilling to it lol

gnight =)